Wednesday

It's been too long since i wrote anything, anywhere actually. School is starting in a week and i should be doing pre-course reading but i just can't bring myself to do it. I've been reading more lateley but just not anything for school. I am scheduled to sign the contract for the new job tomorrow and i'm mildly exited about it, it will be nice to have a job. Not much else happening for now and i again dream of a sanctuary.

Sunday

Empty days, sleepless nights...I long again for school, for which I have to wait another month. I contemplate the life I want, somewhere else. I long to go to Boston, ad to stay there. I can't help wanting, isn't that what drives us all? The hair is dark again and so is the mood. I feel myself falling back into apathy and somehow I’m glad for this state, as it’s easier to cope with. A stillness of sorts, instead of the lump in my stomach there is emptiness. I have come to prefer the apathy to the pain, cowardly, but reasonable since I remember the pain.

Sunday

Last day before a new week of work. Ten days left until New Moon premiers. And i am still trying to figure out where to squeeze in my weekend in London with Jen. I feel like i'm in a rut again and in desperate need of inspiration of any kind. Job-wise i'm looking at internships and/or jobs in London. The eventmarket there is much more widespread and sated there. I am longing to get away as my anual enviromental frustration is setting in, i really need to find a country i can stand being in for more than six months at a time.
Have been shopping a bit and bought a gorgeous grey office dress al-a Veronica in "Better off Ted" and a custom made dress that Rosalie wears in the birthday scene in New Moon that i might wear to the premiere. Oh, and some warm sweater-dresses since i live in Sweden!
PS. I have yet to take pictures of the Marie Antoinette dress.

Thursday

Alone in the office again, this week is really chaotic and my boss is out of town, out of the country actually. I feel a little restless. Waiting to hear from some companies and i don't have much to do since we haven't had a single meeting yet. I have done some independent research and such but i feel like i might need a bit more guidance before i proceed. Today will be a relativeley calm and hopefully short day. Not much more to write right now. I do need to photograph the dress me an my friend Jenny made, i'm just so lazy when it comes to uploading pictures.

I have organised for a small group to go to the premiere of New Moon, and there will also be a viewing of Twilight right before New Moon is shown. We're making it into a thing, and i will be wearing my Rosalie Guess jacket, jeans, heels and making my hair. I'm a Twilighter and proud of it!

PS, I am now a blonde again so that also fitts the Rosalie outfit. =P

Tuesday

Sitting at work trying to form a working marketing strategy. Pretty wierd feeling considering i've never actually made one and here i am suddenly getting free rains to make a marketing strategy for a company where i've been working for two days. Exiting but scary as hell at the same time. It's a kind of sink or swim situation. I am also forming an event in the industrial space that the company owns downstairs. The space is usually used for the practice and performance of stunts. Oh, ye it's a stuntcompany that i now have an internship at. Kinda cool i think!

Friday

Ok, so it's been a while. I have been waiting for things to start moving so that i can start writing about them but since they insist on moving at an incredibly slow speed i desided to just move them myself. I have recieved an internship spot at a small event management company and they have told me i can start in a month. I am using that time to interview with another company where, after completing a few month internship, i can potentially get a job.

In the meantime i have ransacked Style.com for all the latest Fashion Week shows and found some much needed wearable inspiration. Also my birthday is coming up next week and i, being the compulsive planer, have been writing my lists for the small get-together that i'm having. (I have an overwhelming need to control everything which i guess isn't completely wrong since i want to work in management.)

The pictures are outtakes from Donna Karan, D&G, Prada and Ralph Lauren

Thursday

I've been very bad. There is soo much going on i just haven't had time. I am nearing the end of my Marie Antoinette dress-project. I will have pictures as soon as i take them. Have been looking for an internship and i feel that i will soon get one. Have been working on some smaller projects and throwing myself into books. Have even been writing one. It's another outlet for my writing, and the reason for my neglect of the blog.