Friday

Tinas operasion went good, i think, all things considerd she is doing better than i imagined. Hope she feels even better tomorrow. Plans for tomorrow are uncertain, all depends on the weather, but considering the weather is gonna be, acording to CNN, about 20 c and cloudy. (Yeah it gets chilly in L.A. too) But it looks like the trip to O.C. is off, at least for now.
So we haven't desided what to do instead yet.

Feeling alittle bored, allthough i shuldent be since i shuld be writong my assigment which is due on sunday...Swedish time. I've done like half of it and was planing to finish it tomorrow.

I'm finally noticing exactly how hard it is to have a long distance relationship. It's painfull and more timedemanding than a normal one where you fight a number of times a day about tiny things none of you notice because they are natural everyday things that need to be argued about, and having a 30 second argument about them makes them go away in about 45 seconds, and then you move on. But put an ocean between all of this and things become much more complicated, you don't have the same 30 seconds to argue about trivial things. The end result is that you squeeze in both the trivial and important events of the day into one hour long blur along with all the other things you need and want to say to each other. It becomes a constant struggle between being angry, blowing it out of proportion and making up partly because you have to and because you miss each other and don't want to waste that short hour on fights.

In concluion the distance makes you not see things clearly and sometimes makes you lose track of whats important in the end. The important thing is to focus you'r sight on the bigger picture and the love that's still there despite the ocean and thousands of miles. In the end all you can do is hope that it's enough to get you thrue it.
PS. I love you Roy!