Wednesday

So the Event is getting closer and i'm getting more stressed, but all in all we have the majour points covered, Venue, theme, DJ, date. Haha. But atleast i'm having fun with it. Was bored yesturday so i coloured my hair. It's a little more reddish now but looks very even and natural. Started making sushi more often, who says you have to eat Ramen when you'r a student. However i do enjoy Ramen. Hommade sushi is my student-diet. The theme for the Event is White Night so i'm planning to wear that gorgeous dress my babe gave me for my birthday. I am also gonna be the official photographer during the party. Haha, only presentable pictures since the school board is gonna see them. After all we are all grown up and presentable students...Sorta.
I'm gonna try to update more pics soon but i have just been too lasy to load my camera, and i've started switching all the z's for s's since that is the Australian spelling, at least for now.
Oh well chiao for now.

Sunday

Roommate finally mooving out today, i couldn't be happier to get my room back. Have been in this weekend since it has been raining. Friday night i went out with Olga and her very fun work mates, and it got a little dramatic at the end but we had a blast anyway. After that me and Olga went to a pub to relax and i got beer-educated by the extremly nice bartender. I really love Darling Harbour, it's the one place i Sydney i find cosy.

Well that and the beach, but the beach is just not the same here, i miss Santa Monica and the pier, the one that made me feel at home and the one that reminded me of the pier in Lost Boys. I really miss that. Standing under the pier and watching the waves and the sunset.

I don't know where my place is anymore, right now i just wanna go home, but on the other hand i could live on the beaches of Bahamas or even in Santa monica, as long as it is by the beach. Or in Boston, where i really feel at home. I just can't figure out my life and what i want. I guess despite my fear of the water i am drawn to it in the end. I just wish i could see somthing clearly, i wanna work in event but that is right now, what will i want in a year? I change my mind so much and i can't help it. But i am passionate about the ideas i have, but then it fades. I have to figure out what i want. But what i really want is to live on some empty beach with my soulmate for the rest of our lives, but i can't ignore the world, i can't live outside of it, i somehow have to find a place in it and that is the biggest problem for me, i'm not sure i want a place in it. I mean in the end i already have what's most important to me...Roy.

Wednesday

Had my first Event meeting yesturday, but i was so hyped about the Australia premiere i forgot to mention it at all. The teaches wanted to meet us almost two weeks before our first Event course starts, and it turned out to be a meeting for an event we're planing on the 11 December. It's a cherity party for the whole college, meaning about 1200 people, if everyone where to come that is. There are about 9 student in the Event Management programe and we have less than a month to plan it from scratch and with no budget. Haha, that should be fun!
We get a hotel and a bar, and the rest is donations. i'm exited about it and about starting my Event courses. When i was sitting at that meeting i felt like i really belonged, i got a feeling that i was doing somthing i really love and somthing that i feel i'm good at, or will be in 4,5 months anyway.

I miss home soo much but right now i'm just happy to be busy and stressed about school.

Tuesday

SAW THE PREMIERE FOR AUSTRALIA TODAY!
It was on the street that i live on.
I've never seen a premier so close before, Nicole Kidman is soo gorgeous. Wanted to get a good pic of Wolverine but he was shy. The pic's aren't good but at least they serve as a reminder that i was there.

Tuesday

I'm mooving to the Bahamas!
There! Now it's official.
I have a big split in my personality, on one hand i'm exited to out into the business world and live in a place like New York, and on the other hand i just wanna move to a beach in the Bahamas and get a job at some hotel and have the "Into the Blue" lifestyle. Now tell me you woulden't do the same if you had a chance?
I've started reserching jobs in event in Sthlm and in Nassau (aka. New Providence, main island Bahamas)

Monday

Went to Bondi Beach today after class, it was a little cold when we got there around 17.30 but still nice. Saw a bunch of people surfing, it looked very nice and i actually wanna try it. I've also been reaserching alot the last days, about the event companies in Sthlm to which i will apply when i get back, but also about working in the Bahamas and getting a boat license. So i have a lot on my mind right now. Probably going back to the beach on friday since i don't have classes and my roommate gets off school at 12.30.

Above: little me on the beach; my favorite place!

Sunday

Whent swimming in the pool at UniLodge yesturday evening, not a soul in the whole pool and spa area so me and my roomie desided that we're gonna swim in the evening, like yesturday, at about 22.00 every day. I ended up swiming 400m since i haven't exercised in soo long, but i will increase it gradually.I'm hoping that it will give me a beach body just in time for the Australian summer. Whent to sydney University today and since it's Sunday it was pretty deserted. It's soo beautiful, i can actually consider going there for e few years, so i think i'm gonna scedule a tour and counseling there some time soon just to see what it has to offer me education-wise. Above are a few of the pictures i took of Sydney University.

Saturday

Whent to finally see the Opera House yesturday, whent thrue the troppical garden and saw the cutest flying foxes hanging in trees. Today was a bit rainy but me and my new roommate whent to Manly beach anyway. The picture above is our apartament. (or a part of it anyway.) On the left is the view of Sydney buisness district from the Opera, right: Opera House from the ferry.

Thursday

Sitting in computer class, being bored. 2h to go and i'm done with everything. Roommate moving in tomorrow and i'm feeling a mixture of exitement and fear. Hope we get along. God i hate computer class, i'm not good at it but i'm too lazy to actually practice. Not much else is new so update later

Tuesday

Just saw the Melbourne Cup even though i am generally against horse racing since it ruines their legs and phsyche. But i am fasinated by the horses' commitment and will to please their jockeys. The winning horse this year is Viewed and his jockey Blake Shinn. The trainer is Bart Cummings who has won the Cup 12 times. I love watching these beatutiful horses because most of them actually enjoy running when it comes down to it, it's just a shame that they need to be so stressed. The cute thing is that i actually saw the winning horse's groom kiss him on the muzzle. You can see him on the inside in the picture.

Sunday

The first week abroad has been hard, but i find myself settling in ok. I am aloan in my little student apartament at the moment but will be getting a roommate on friday. I feel scared at times, living aloan and all, doing my own laundry, which for me is a much hated task. But that's ok, i'll learn! Thank God that i'm presistant by nature. In the living room of my apartament there is a painting reproduction of a Venetian palazzo by Monet, this comforts me when i am sad, and i see it as a sign that this apartament and i have an understanding. I mean what are the odds of getting a painting of Venice in my room, comsidering that there are hundreds of rooms in this student housing.